Can we just take a moment to realize that you dont have to have an awful life to be depressed and selfharm, sometimes you’re your own problem. and its not like you try to be you just are and you dont know how to stop it. its like you dont actually control your own mind.
shoutout to all the other ex-gifted & talented/honor student/straight a/senior editor/star student/99th percentile/once-creative burn-outs who have, since high school, realized they are truly miniscule fish in a giant, endless ocean, criticized themselves to the point of creative paralysis, and participated in so much self-sabotage they no longer see the point of doing anything at all because they’re just going to ruin it for themselves anyway
this one’s for you